26 February 2011

Argh~!!

pek chek..still can do well in scales, arpeggios, and chromatic scales..

so do the jury repertoire

intonation intonation intonation!!!

(wana MAD soon)

God please help me.

First time cry to the Lord for help..

I never cry to the Lord because I believe myself.

But this time I really cant believe to myself...T.T 

25 February 2011

End of February is comming.

Haiz

Why the time pass so fast wan..lolzz

midterm is over

CME result out, satisfied~!!^^

out of my expection,yeah!!

Intro to Misic History, agak agak do only.

Theory, do till very rush.

Practical, okok lo.

After midterm, now start busy writting Intro Music History final paper.

Second, Concert practise.(hate the most)

Next, Midi assignment.

Then, Uni Life project.

Follow on, CME practise.

last but not least, jury practise.(super hate)

Scales, arpeggios, chramatic scales...walau eh~!!

everytime play this my major teacher's face will become very black..><"

21 Feb 2011

Its Monday!!

7 days in a week, I hate Monday the most..

because I am having major class on Monday and orchestra as well~

super hate..and make me feel very stress too..

argh...~!!

tomorow theory midterm, havent study yet

omg..burn the midnight oil..

still havent memorise the Italian, German, and French term.

and the modes, make me headache only

Aelion, Dorian, Mixolydian...bla bla bla..

have to telan* all tonight then vomit all out tomorow.

hope still can maintain an A+ for theory..



How I wish 1 day would have more than 24 hours..

My time is running damn fast,just like this like that 1 day already pass jor.

I have not enough time practise for jury and also have to memorize tim!!

4 pages of semiquaversss..

die lo~

Everything come together at once.

18/2 CME midterm, MIDI midterm project due date

22/2 Music history midterm, Theory midterm

8/3 First draf due(Music history final paper)

10/3 Concert practise, Thoery quiz

and so on...

I just hope the time will STOP for me to prepare everything!!

那女人
演唱:白智英

有个女人正爱着你
那个女人认真的爱着你
每天每天就像是你的影子
跟随着你
那个女人笑着却也哭着

究竟还得独自注视着你多久
这像风一般的爱情
这像是谎言的爱情
还得持续多久你才能爱我
oh…
只要稍稍走近你
只要靠近你一步
就会后退两步的你
这样的爱着你的我
现在就在你身旁
那个女人哭泣着

那个女人非常的小心
所以现在正在学习笑着的方法
连和好朋友
都不能倾诉的话语太多了
所以那个女人的心中充满了泪水

所以那个女人正爱着你
这样的傻瓜因为是这样的傻瓜
所以可以拥抱我吗
oh…
我也想要被爱亲爱的
每天每天在心里只能在心里
这样的呼唤着你
那个女人今天依然在你的身旁
oh…
那个女人就是我你知道吗
还是你明明知道却依然如此呢
不知道的你真的是个大傻瓜啊

究竟还得独自注视着你多久
这像傻瓜一般的爱情
这像是谎言的爱情
还得持续多久你才能爱我
oh…
只要稍稍走近你
只要靠近你一步
就会后退两步的你
这样的爱着你的我
现在就在你身旁
那个女人哭泣着

 

I am LACK of CONFIDENT!!

How to overcome it..

I need more confindent.

For concert practise,CME,final jury,and student recital...

Although I practise so hard,but I am still freaking nervous and do silly mistake.

I cant play in front of peoples

So dissapointed with myself,seriously!!

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑
爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能
可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨