11 Sep 2013

突然发觉到我写这部落客已经有三年多了。还记得刚开始写时是刚要去KL读书，很舍不得家，但是这是我自己的选择。因为不想一直待在同一个地方，也想避开某人。时间过得好快，我也快要毕业了。但，想避开的人始终避不到，是不是注定避不开呢？这问题缠扰我应该有接近四年了吧。到现在还是决绝不了这问题，真的好烦。

8 Sep 2013

一座城市令你念念不忘，大抵是因为，那里有你深爱的人和一去不复返的青春。

3 Sep 2013

finally my long long sem break came...
back to hometown and play like there is no tomorrow!
I was wondering, should I do my internship during this long long sem break
but...I prefer to use this time to prepare for my graduation recital
this is my last performance in my Uni life and I wana show my parents my best
I dont want to delay anymore

last time I already decide to do my internship and continue work in Singapore
but now....I think my decision changed
I heard some of my peers say that intern in Singapore is like hell
9am-9pm, some more NO public holiday
I think I gonna crazy if this happend to me
maybe I should stay at KL better
still considering.....

即使
不見面
不說話
不發信息

心裡總會留一個位置
安安穩穩的放著一個人

世界上最悲哀的事情是，你深深的恋上一个人，但心里却清楚得很，他不可能给你同样的回应。

10 July 2013

Play like SHIT!!!!
the worst!!!!!!
seriously out of tune!!!!
no dynamic contrast!!!!
lack of musicality!!!!
running notes not clear!!!!
bad bowing technique!!!!
less than 1 month towards my concerto jury
30% of the final year performance
I'm getting mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!

1 July 2013

I'm in super bad mood and super stress mood now!!!!!
please stay away from me....grrrr
everything SUCKS!!!!!

Fuck