18 March 2014

scrolling my facebook photo album to get some old pictures
and suddenly this song come across my mind,
probably because of the first line lyric of this song....

周杰伦《借口》

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現　去年的冬天　我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉　對著我說再見　來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠

也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我

就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我　請不要把分手　當作妳的請求
我知道堅持要走　是妳受傷的藉口　請妳回頭　我會陪妳　一直走到最後

就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受　我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容　如果要走　請妳記得我

学业已经有够我烦了，为什么还要多一件事来给我烦。
生活有点混乱中。。。

我害怕拥有，因为我更害怕失去。

原来习惯了是可以培养，也可以戒掉的。

8 Jan 2013

From the second day of year 2014,
I received a super shocking and BAD news!
so my mood totally ruined and I dont have any CNY mood either.
I'm just thinking of why everybody can but I cant.
why always me?
so frustrated
I'm getting mad soon
我是不是太抬举自己了
还是我把期望放得太高
ok fine!
from now on I'm gonna choose the safest way.
我不敢再冒险了
也不敢再赌了
I dont have extra time and $$ for that.
I JUST WANNA GRADUATE!!!!!


p/s: 读音乐好辛苦没人知

31 Dec 2013

This would the last post for 2013.
Lets do some recap for the year 2013.
This is my resolution for year 2013.

1st, of course is hope everything will be fine in this year.
2nd, pass all subjects especially my jury/concerto and aural4
3rd, get a new VIOLIN which cost about 10k?? 6k?? (still considering which one)
4th, laser my eye which cost around 3k
5th, do a survey in SG coz I planning to work at there in 2014


the 1st, erm...everything quite smooth in 2013 gua...
the 2nd, i passed my aural 4, jury 4!!!woohoo but still havent get my concerto result, hopefully it will be fine.
3rd, i get a new violin on April which cost about 10k+...really thx a lot to my dad.
4th, too bad i still havent laser my eye because of some financial problem
5th hmm....i have do some survey in SG...but after the survey, i dont feel like going to work there.


Lastly, resolution for 2014

1st, pass my graduation recital and faster graduate fr UCSI (pray hard for it)
2nd, get a good job for internship and for future
3rd, get an ATCL for violin
4th, do eye laser
5th, get a boyfie...i think is time for me to find a life partner, if not my mom will non stop intro for me

thats all i wish for 2014
Happy New Year

some people just pretend to be good with you

their aim is just to gain benefit from you.

once their goal is achieved, they will just directly ignore you.

goodbye, my once-upon-a-good friend

f***

some people just pretend want to be friends with you

when they know you are the close friend of the person they like

their aim is just to get more information from you

once they finally get together with the person they like

they will just ignore you.

goodbye, my soon-to-be friend