10 July 2013

Play like SHIT!!!!
the worst!!!!!!
seriously out of tune!!!!
no dynamic contrast!!!!
lack of musicality!!!!
running notes not clear!!!!
bad bowing technique!!!!
less than 1 month towards my concerto jury
30% of the final year performance
I'm getting mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!

1 July 2013

I'm in super bad mood and super stress mood now!!!!!
please stay away from me....grrrr
everything SUCKS!!!!!

Fuck

21 June 2013

最近haze很严重一下，
搞到我眼睛很疲累。
本人眼睛对那些烟很敏感，
尤其是拜拜的的烟
omg, 简直是要了我的命
（应该是眼睛）
还好我家是free thinker
不用每天都闻那些拜拜的烟
折磨死我的眼睛。
我虽然也算是佛教底，
但从我懂事开始
我一直到很反对
为什么一定要烧香，纸钱，金纸
那些一堆有用没用的东西。
烧了真的能保平安？
我才不信。
我们的地球ozone layer已经够薄了
温度一直不断的上升
空气也越来越污染
为什么还要天天烧这些东西。
有时候我反而觉得基督教和回教更好些。
他们只是祷告求平安。
虽然回教的祷告有点annoying
至少他们没有乱烧那些有的没的。

3 June 2013

感情永远都是事业的绊脚石

29 May 2013

How hard that I have to erase you from my mind
The inner memories still keep reminding me
Bringing up all the old days
About you and me, again and again
The closer you are, the more difficult
Do you not understand the one who is left behind
Still got the wound in heart to be cure
I am trying to get rid of it
But you are trying to get hold of it
Do you not feel any guilty
That you still keep it on

If you do not love me
so do not care about me
do not be nice to me
If you do not love me
so don not be worried about me
If you do not love me
so do not do anything for me
Because my heart still vulnerable

If you do not love me
so do not call me and ask if I am still alright
Because your familiar voice will hurt me more
Please stop, If you do not love me
so just please let me go

You keep sending me the same text messages
People keep saying that you asked them
Whether I am still ok without you
No matter what you want in the end
Just want you to know that
This is how I never want it to be

最糟糕的感觉，莫过于不知道应该等待还是放弃。

20 May 2013

How I wish the dream would be come true.