Tuesday, January 7, 2014

8 Jan 2013

From the second day of year 2014,
I received a super shocking and BAD news!
so my mood totally ruined and I dont have any CNY mood either.
I'm just thinking of why everybody can but I cant.
why always me?
so frustrated
I'm getting mad soon
我是不是太抬举自己了
还是我把期望放得太高
ok fine!
from now on I'm gonna choose the safest way.
我不敢再冒险了
也不敢再赌了
I dont have extra time and $$ for that.
I JUST WANNA GRADUATE!!!!!


p/s: 读音乐好辛苦没人知


Tuesday, December 31, 2013

31 Dec 2013

This would the last post for 2013.
Lets do some recap for the year 2013.
This is my resolution for year 2013.

1st, of course is hope everything will be fine in this year.
2nd, pass all subjects especially my jury/concerto and aural4
3rd, get a new VIOLIN which cost about 10k?? 6k?? (still considering which one)
4th, laser my eye which cost around 3k
5th, do a survey in SG coz I planning to work at there in 2014


the 1st, erm...everything quite smooth in 2013 gua...
the 2nd, i passed my aural 4, jury 4!!!woohoo but still havent get my concerto result, hopefully it will be fine.
3rd, i get a new violin on April which cost about 10k+...really thx a lot to my dad.
4th, too bad i still havent laser my eye because of some financial problem
5th hmm....i have do some survey in SG...but after the survey, i dont feel like going to work there.


Lastly, resolution for 2014

1st, pass my graduation recital and faster graduate fr UCSI (pray hard for it)
2nd, get a good job for internship and for future
3rd, get an ATCL for violin
4th, do eye laser
5th, get a boyfie...i think is time for me to find a life partner, if not my mom will non stop intro for me

thats all i wish for 2014
Happy New Year


Saturday, November 9, 2013

some people just pretend to be good with you
their aim is just to gain benefit from you.
once their goal is achieved, they will just directly ignore you.

goodbye, my once-upon-a-good friend
f***


some people just pretend want to be friends with you
when they know you are the close friend of the person they like
their aim is just to get more information from you
once they finally get together with the person they like
they will just ignore you.

goodbye, my soon-to-be friend

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

2 Oct 2013

很幸苦的熬过了九月份,
我在想,我是不是不应该回来hometown呢?
在我刚回来的两个礼拜过得很开心。
过后发生了一个很不愉快的事情。
到头来也是我自己活该,
是我自己没察觉到。
是我自己不愿收手。
如果这件事当我在KL时发生,
也许我不会那么emo吧!

转眼间十月份的第二天了,
这十月份应该会让我过得很充实。
在小姨office当part time
一天一天,过得很快。
但是没时间练琴。
(惨叫TT)
然后十月中会去曼谷旅游,狂购物!

接下来十一月,没什么plan
但是没关系,是我生日的月份
没什么plan也会特别高兴!

最后,2013的最后一个月
本来月头打算要去沙捞越旅行,
可是没找到便宜机票,
所以泡汤了。
没关系,还好我找有跟大学朋友约好
十二月尾会去印度尼西亚玩一个礼拜

好期待我的schedule
也许这么繁忙的行程
才能让我少想一些些
就像我在KL时一样,
虽然很忙,还蛮压力,
可是我每天过得很充实。

Monday, September 30, 2013

30 Sep 2013

一个很久没联络你的人突然找回你,有何居心?
一个很常联络你的人突然没找你了,有何原因?
一个偶尔很勤联络你,偶尔根本不理你的人,有何解释?

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

18 Sep 2013

原来我的坚持是一个很大的错误。
此刻心情,崩溃,心痛!

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

11 Sep 2013

突然发觉到我写这部落客已经有三年多了。还记得刚开始写时是刚要去KL读书,很舍不得家,但是这是我自己的选择。因为不想一直待在同一个地方,也想避开某人。时间过得好快,我也快要毕业了。但,想避开的人始终避不到,是不是注定避不开呢?这问题缠扰我应该有接近四年了吧。到现在还是决绝不了这问题,真的好烦。