Monday, May 16, 2011

16 May 2011

心情低落
尽然上major class 上到哭
破纪录!argh.......
老师对我太失望了
拉了一首新歌
不服她的要求
"intonation!!! rhythm!!!
check check check!!!
so bad your sight-reading!!
no need to shift!!
why you need to shift??
fingering...
use 3rd position....2nd position...4th position
is this very hard for you??
it isn't hard for your level"
整堂课都在骂
我一直在忍住不让眼泪留下来

最后还是流了下来(老师,不是我要的)
一边拉一边流
omg~~~~赞=="
老师好像有点吓到
最后slow了下来
就说
"don't stress..
is the piece really hard for you??
is not very hard right??
we must aim for higher level.....bla bla bla"
老师,我需要慢慢消化拉。。
不像其他pro的学生
可以on the spot拉给你听
好惨咯
感觉越来越压力
救救我啊。。。。


1 comment:

  1. hey dear~ i just realised u hv update ur blog recently, that day i not here oh...so don't know, i know ur feel, i also hv this experience before, know what u want to do, but cannot reach the point u want.by the way, i think ur lecturer high expectation on u,sure very stress.Cheer up sweetie, keep practise, u will do it well after!! we gambateh together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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